turning around

i was sad today.
why arh?
i also would like to know why.
it is that kind of sadness that there wasn't any strong reason to explain why so.
it is just one of those moments where you just feel like crying.
worse part is ...you can't cry cause you are outside with a group of people.



so hor...to make myself happy..i have to find something happy..*hahhaha* okay that sounded funny...to me-_-''

now from sad to got problem already.

maths formula : sad + happy (suddenly) = got problem!O_o

but i found okay!!

something ....hmm..not happy..but it was happy...embarrassingly happy...or more like stupid...-_-'' definately something that is once in a lifetime kind of thing that's for sure.

and i don't think i will listen to BOA anymore *laughs*

presenting.....*uh-hm*
photos of the embarrassing happy once in the lifetime event: )

btw, i am not naming the event cause if my japanese classmates were to search on google and this blog comes up...huhuhu* i want flowers for my funeral okay...*Sweat* but you can agak what kind of event it islarh\-_-/

this is us!!!: ) so white kan?! from our clothing, straightaway people knew what song we were singing cause on the right got this BIG ASS poster of the list of songs and the people singing it. not helping that we were the only 4 people group. i am not gonna talk bout how difficult it is to memorize a japanese song, what more a high pitch singer plus a singer that i don't listen to. can die...



hmm.....the picture is too small...the look of worry is definately there for all of us-_- and i was smiling like some dumdum cause usually you smile kan?! then my friend on the left leaned towards me and say "it's a sad song, don't smile"

and i straightaway looked sad. so...kanasai-_-

on video it was sooooooooo obvious. i feel like stabbing myself.*argh*

to cut the long story short.

we were preparing to erm..."lala tui" (pompom girls-_-) for this guy. he is our teacher's friend and i knew him once upon a time. small worldla-_- apparently teachers were suppose to "pompom" with us as well. this whole thing is like a "support" kind of thinglarh: )

in the end...


only uslor-_- and you can see...the focus is as if it was us and not the singer anymore. omg!!! felt so silly. the song was erm...i think ending song for Densha Otoko. noisy and crazy! O_o and i was singing along since the TV has words...but gibberishla since i cannot read that fast...



in the end all of us enjoyed. obviously, see our silly faces-_- damn gila...only gila people like us go gila *sigh*

but yar: P never will have such experience anymore.*laughs* all 4 of us takut edi. but if there are people who like to sing better join! seriously quite...fun. hahahahah plus there were all these performances by teachers. games? (where they ask questions like...."do you think our principal can do 10 push ups-_-'''' and then make the principal do push ups wtfishcake or "between xxx teacher and yyy teacher..whose legs are longer" wtfishcake-_-)

and prizes!!! never ending list of erm....lucky draw prizes. SERIOUSLY-_- i got one in the end as well but i gave it away to a friend who could not make it and it is actually her ticket that won. so...anyway, thanks to friends that came to support and to my partners in crime...

next time we sit down and watch!!! -_-''